Ok, this is comepletly weird. I just sent a girl I found online a message, kind of asking her out. Its weird, I cant believe I even sent the message. I have never met this person, but I find myself to be very nervous about it. It feels like a really good time to start dating again. Though it feels like there is a lot more pressure this time around, even though I want a new relationship to start out casual and hopefully grow into more, having kids in the equation adds some pressure. I really hope i hear back from her, her name is Kara and from what I can garner from her profiles she is very cool and very pretty. Well, I had a good day at work today. I talked to the boys on my lunch break, they seem to be doing well. I am hoping to talk to them via webcam this weekend too. On saturday I will be up in Spokane, not sure what time it is at, but I will be going to my step-grandparents 50th wedding anniversary. Having them be my step-grandparents still feels very wierd, my mom has only been married since 2001, but I have known them since I was a kid because they were my best friend's step grandparents too. Its still weird to think that my best friend and I have step-dads that are brothers, but it makes our kids cousins, which Rocks! :-P I might stay up Saturday night with Russ in CDA, I want to go see a movie in theater and hopefully I can find somebody to go with me while I'm up there. I am watching Friends again, almost done with Season 1. That show is fricken HILARIOUS! Anyway, we'll see how things go.